Utterly Disgusted With This Issue

Woke up with alot on my mind this because last night was the last fucking goddamn straw. These WHORES need to stop with all this bullshit they are carrying on celebrity or not. How were you bitches raised? Obviously with no moral fiber or character what so ever because you fucking triffling ass BITCHES piss me the fuck off. Where the fuck do yall get off trying to lie on fucking niggaz just for no apparent reason? Like this shit here, "I FUCKED HIM" (knowing you NEVER did), "This My Baby Daddy" (bitch please, knowing the baby ain't even his), oh and the infamous, "HE RAPED ME" (shit knowing the nigga don't have that type of bone in his body) Yall BITCHES know that shit ain't right lying like that. Just where do you think that shit is gonna get you in life? Trying to defame someone's character just so you can get noticed. REALLY? I've read about this shit on websites and watched the shit on the news when it comes to football players too and they need to prosecute yalls asses for straight up lying like that because that's bullshit and yall know it because look at it this way.. Let's say you WHORES do that shit and because you have no proof he clears his name up in the process? You look like the fool in the fucking end because the shit yall tried or did create blew up in your fucking face like the bomb you were hoping to become or known as "the shit" because you really thought yall were gonna fuck somebody up. Face it you triffling ass bitches are fucking funny lol. Yall need to go to school and do something with your fucking lives. I mean let's be real. Don't no nigga want no dumb ass, illiterate ass bitch for no girlfriend. To me yall need to stop all this fucking dumb shit because it's not gonna get you nowhere but fucked up. I'm gonna tell you like this where I'm from you would get beat up, raped for real, chopped up and put in a trash bag and left on your goddamn momma's doorstep for that kind of shit because niggaz down here don't play that kind of shit at all. So, if yall don't know how to play these games where you don't get fucking caught with your dumb asses. LEAVE IT ALONE! LOL. And speaking of going to school, what do you triffling ass bitches do? Look at pictures of guys and say, "THIS IS THE GUY I'M GONNA FUCK UP?" and then get a notepad and plan your whole fucking agenda on how to play these niggaz or something. Let's be real you're being fucking laughed at you dumb ass, desperate, in need of attention fucking BITCHES. And for yall to act this way and be grown women no take that back because yall don't deserve to be called women, I mean BITCHES yalls mamas must have been triffling ass, no moral character having BITCHES too for yall to be raised and be living this way. I'm just so fucking goddamn disgusted to be a woman because of you WHORES. Actually I'm a lady with my shit okay. You BITCHES and WHORES make it hard for somebody like me to have a man in my life because I don't LIE to get my way and all of that uncouth bullshit there. Where have the morals gone? Yall are really some CRAZY ass, MENTALLY off just not all there BITCHES! Oh but trust me I'm gonna get on the men too. Now look these kind of SCANDALOUS ASS BITCHES couldn't get to yall and do yall this unnecessary shit to you to begin with if yall didn't fuck with every goddamn fucking thing that moves because it looks cute in the face and thick or tiny in the waste. I mean, let's be real and keep it real. You can't let everybody close to you these days because every BITCH does NOT have good intentions all the time. In this late in the game yall should know fucking better than this shit here. Really, get these babies tested and stop getting fucked which leads to you getting played the fuck out in the end in these situations. It took a man 7 years before he knew a child wasn't his, it took another nigga 4 years before he found out. And 1 nigga was smart enough to get it tested after it was born and it still wasn't his. All you TRIFFLING ASS FUCKING WHORES are trying to do is get a fucking check so your lazy, dumb, triffling and illiterate asses don't have to work. Yall ain't slick at all in reality yall are fucking funny as hell thinking yall are fucking somebody up when you're really fucking up and playing yourselves. Like I said, TRIFFLING ASS BITCHES like yall make it hard for women like me because of WHORE #1 and WHORE #2 did these things to me or capable of doing them that I'm also that way and I end up paying for yalls dumb ass bullshit that yall be doing. And what sickens me is you dumb ass BITCHES think yall are getting away with this shit! Yall are just a bunch of NASTY ASS WHORES that have no morals what so ever and it disgusts the hell out of me. And the MAJOR problem I have with you TRIFFLING ASS BITCHES is this here. Why do yall always have to tear OUR men down all the time? If they got decent jobs, making good money yall tear our niggaz down. And if they are NOT doing anything you're still tearing our niggaz down with your TRIFFLING FUCKING ASSES. I mean, let's be real with this here yall. Ladies, and you wonder why when niggaz come into money they marry white women! Why would they want to marry you and share their money with yalls ungreateful fucking asses for when all yall do as TRIFFLING BITCHES is tear OUR men down? That's why we need to build our men up and stop trying to fuck them up by doing all this shit to them at the end of the day. BITCHES, stop fucking every nigga you see because you think you're playing him he could be talking and laughing at you when he gets the PUSSY! "Yea Man I Got The Pussy Already In The Matter Of 2 Hours After Meeting Her, HeHeHe", A HeHeHell, that's why you FUCKING DUMB ASS TRIFFLING BITCHES need to stop this shit on some real shit and go sit the fuck down some goddamn where because I'm on my grown woman with mine and I would NEVER pull the bullshit that yall do. Goddamn yall are just some desperate ass BITCHES that need PROFESSIONAL FUCKING HELP as in therapy because this shit yall are doing here thinking this shit is fucking smart yall are CRAZY as fucking hell. But before I end my piece here all I wanna say is I remember this saying from my 3rd grade teacher and it goes,"people don't care what kind of attention they get as long as their name is mentioned" and it's sad to say with these TRIFFLING ASS BITCHES and the shit that's going on now that saying still applies! So, yall need to really take a good look at yourselves and get a fucking life and stop trying to tear our men down celebrity or NOT!

Affection Or Sex

Which one would you prefer? I'm an affectionate person. A very touchy, feely, lovey dovey type of person. If I could have it my way I would rather be affectionate and under my man than to have sex all the fucking time. Cuz to me that shit gets old as hell. I don't know about yall but it's just crazy how men call sex "affection" when they know damn well that shit ain't true. Where are the men at that like to hold their woman, hold their hand, or just cuddle up? I don't get what's going on in relationships these days. It's just completely fucked up how men think. Some women actually agree that sex can be affection. Which I do somewhat understand their point cuz it can be passionate and affectionate. But it's not the same as getting affection without sex. Let me tell you us women love the hell out of sex and fucking our men. Don't get me wrong! But that shit gets old like anything else. Relationships nowadays truely suck like hell cuz dudes don't know how to treat their women and it's sad. Sometimes I wanna watch a movie and just lay in my man's arms. But it always leads to having sex. That's completely fucked up as shit to me. Us ladies may just wanna enjoy a man's company with some hugs and kisses. You know what I'm saying? It's just nerveracking that we can't find decent men that can give us affection without sex. I just think that men's minds are one tracked and they don't know the difference. They actually think that fucking sex and affection are the same shit. And I can't stand it! Where are the handsome, sexy, men at? You know the ones that's got some hood in them that know how to give us ladies some fucking affection without having to fucking have sex at? Sex is oh so good from time to time but Damn! WOW, I have never been so goddamn unraveled and unnerved in my entire life. Is it just me that feels this fucking way? I love to be held, kissed, and loved in other ways besides just in the sexual sense, or aspect. Maybe it's just me that feels like this. But then again maybe not. Just had to get this shit off of my damn chest for real cuz I'm just confused at what men are truely thinking when it comes to us ladies, or women nowadays. Can yall believe this nonsense? Shit on this subject here all I can say is that's dat bullshit in my book! Lmao!

Being Impatient

Oh, Wow. I Still Can't Believe I'm Still Like This After All This Time. But, I'm A Very Impatient Person. I Hate It. But, Sometimes I Love It To Cuz Then People Know That I'm Not Bullshitting When I Want Something. I Hate Fucking Waiting On Shit. It's Just That When I Want Something I Want It Right Then And There. Same Thing When It Comes To Men. If I Want A Man To Be A Certain Way Or To Change. Something Like That I Get Very Impatient With All That Shit And Move On To Something Else. It's Just Strange That I Still Have That In Me. I've Been This Way Since I Was 16. That's When It Started Creeping In. People Say That It's Being Bitchy Cuz Of How I Say It. But, I Say Things When I'm Impatient In Mean Ways Cuz It's Funny And I'm Kidding At Times With It Also. Yall Know By Now That I'm A Very Abrassive Woman. And I Feel That I Want Or Deserve Certain Things In Life. And Well That I Should Feel Like That. And I Think In A Way That Every Woman Feels The Exact Same Way That I Do. Shit, I Derseve The Best. And Don't Take This The Wrong Way. But, I Don't Mean In A Materialistic Way When I Say That. Cuz, I Don't Care About Material Things Cuz That Shit Comes And Goes. Just Don't Give A Fuck About All That. But Anyway, I Just Think That People Can't Tell When I'm Joking Around, Or Being Serious. Sometimes It's Funny To See The Looks On People's Faces Cuz They Can't Tell. But, Then I Bust Out Laughing. Then They Know That I'm Kidding. I Wish That I Wasn't Like That Cuz I Know That Now That I'm On My Grown Woman About It. There's No Need To Be Impatient About Anything In Life. Cuz, Eventually I Know I'm Gonna Get What I Want And Get My Way Anyway. But, Yall Already Know That I'm Just Irresitable Like That. LOL. But, You Gotta Love Me Though.

Hurt Beyond Measure

Shit, I Thought That Today Was Gonna Be A Different Day. But, I Guess I Was Wrong. Got My About To Be 4 Year Old Son's Pictures Today When I Got To See My Babies. And Later On After I Got To Spend Time With Them Cuz Mother's Day Is Coming Up This Weekend And All That. We Go Out And Meet Up With His Friend And All That Good Shit. And We Got Back To My House. And I Said That I Wanted To Get Something To Eat To Feel Better That I Had To Either Sleep With Him, Or Give Him Oral Sex. I'm Not That Type Of Bitch. He Got The Wrong One On That Shit There. I'm More Than Just A Quick Fuck, Or Some Shit. To Me I Mean More Than That. I'm Sorry But This Is Bullshit. If We Get Divorced I Wouldn't Give A Fuck Cuz To Me I Don't Mean Shit To Him. And It's Time To Hang It Up. I Have His Kids For God Sake, And He Has No More Respect For Me Than That. Shit, I'm Better Off On My Own. Like I Said I Need A "Real Man" In My Life. Cuz, This Is Crazy. I Know I Ain't All That But Shit I'm Better Than He's Making Me Out To Be. It Hurts Cuz I've Invested 11 Years Into This. And It Seems Like He Don't Care. But, I Got My Sons And That's All I Care About. And As Far As Him I Don't Care. He's Just My Baby Daddy And I Don't Give A Fuck. I Had 3 Cranberry And Vodkas And I Feel Pretty Good Right Now. I Really Don't Care At This Point Cuz I'm Glad I'm Alone Cuz Men Ain't Shit. Why I'm Crying Over This Shit I Don't Know. Cuz, To Tell You The Truth I Don't Give A Shit. It's Gonna Get To The Point Where I'm Not Gonna Be Able To Be Friends With Him. I Can't Wait Til Our Divorce Is Final Cuz He's Such A Piece Of Shit. Shit, I'm Done With Him I Can Do Better. Fuck It!

This Is Just Wrong...

Shit, Right Now I'm So Fucking Pissed Off And Emotionally Mad It's Not Even Funny. I Found Out That Someone I Know That's A Female Damn Near Got Beat To Death By Her Fucking Boyfriend. This Is So Crazy Cuz Us As Women Don't Need To Be Treated This Way. It's Ridiculous How Bad It Is. I Barely Can Type Or Talk About This Right Now. I Hope She Presses Charges On Him. Cuz, He's A Piece Of Shit That Needs To Rot In Hell With Gasoline Draws On. Shit, He's Got A Spot Already Waiting On Him Anyway. And What Scares Me Is That She Says, "She Loves Him". Oh No, She Can't Be Serious. He Beat Her Like She Was A Fucking Man. Let Me Get My Hands On That Asshole I'll Show Him Who The Real Nigga Is, And Who The Real Bitch Is. And I'm Telling You Now That The Bitch Ain't Me. I Can't Stop Crying Cuz I've Been There And There's NO EXCUSE For What He Did. None At All. I Feel So Bad For Her Cuz I Feel Like She's Just Gonna Have Him Locked Up Cuz She's Just Upset Right Now. And Then When She Calms Down Drop The Charges And Let Him Out So He Can Do It Again. And Shit, He's Gonna Do Worse If She Doesn't Do Something About It. They Got Into An Arguemnet Which I Understand. But It Didn't Have To Go That Far Though. And From What I Know They Are Gonna Keep Her At The Hospital. If She Doesn't Press Charges At Least Put A Restraining Order On Him To Keep Him From Her. With All This Going On It Makes Me Fear To Be In A Relationship. If That's What Females Think Love Is. Ladies, If A Man Hits Or Beats You Get Out Now. A Man Doesn't Love You If He Puts His Hands On You. I Don't Care What Anybody Says. And If You Think That's What Love Is Shit, You Have Major Fucking Issues. Cuz, Ladies We All Know Better Shit Than That. Don't We?

Idea Of Love

Why Is It That I Always Look At Other People's Relationships And Feel Jealous? Is It Cuz I Want The Same Thing? Or Am I Just Mad That I'm Alone? Then Again It May Be All Of The Above. Some People Say That I Love The Idea Of Being In Love That's How Come I Get Hurt So Easily. It's Just That I Love Affection, Being Under My Man, Playfully Being With Him, And Talking Seductively To Him. Letting Him Know That I Love Attention, And That He's Also The Center Of My Attention As Well. But, I Can't Understand Why Guys Don't Appreciate Those Types Of Things. I Know Yall Are Gonna Think This Is Strange. But, I Would Rather Be Under My Man, Cuddling Up With Him Than Have Sex. Don't Get Me Wrong, I Love Sex It's Just That's Not The Only Damn Thing That I Want To Do When I Get With My Man. Spending Quality Time Without Fucking Is A Good Thing. I Can't Even Find Guys That Even Love Kissing, And Holding Hands Anymore Without It Leading To The Bedroom. I Don't Understand That Shit. I Love To Be Caressed, Held, Kissed, And All That Good Shit. But, Dudes Just Don't Seem To Be Into That Shit Anymore. That's Why I Want Someone That's Gonna Come Into My Life That's Gonna Give Me Those Things. Cuz, When I Had To Close Myself Off And Change How I Was To Be With Who I Was With. I Realized It Wasn't Worth It. I Felt Like I Couldn't Be Me Around Him Anymore. And I Missed That About Myself, As A Result I Lost Myself In All Of That. Shit, One Thing I Hate About Myself Is That I Catch Feelings Really Fast. But, It's Not Like That Anymore Cuz I Got My Guard Up Major. And People Think That I'm A Complete Bitch When I Give Advice, Cuz I'm Up Front And To The Point. Shit, People Say That It's Cuz I Don't Have A Man. At Least Not Yet Though. But Trust Me, I Know That Shit Ain't Even True. I Just Don't Let Niggaz Fuck Me Anymore. I've Grown Up, And Wised Up Now. But, Anyway Why Do I Feel That Way That I Do? When I Fall In Love, Am I Truely In Love? Or Do I Just Love The Idea Of Being In Love?

Jocking Niggaz

Is It Me? Or Are Niggaz Just Mean As Hell? I Just Had To Tell A Somewhat Homegirl Of Mine That The Dude That She Wants Doesn't Want Her. And She Started Crying Cuz She Really Wants To Be With Him. She's Like, "Well I Call Him, Leave Messages, And Email Him And He Won't Respond To Me At All. And I Don't Know What's Going On. In This Strange Turn Of Events She Says That She Has Asked Her Brother And Her Cousin For Advice. And It's Like They Didn't Want To Hurt Her Feelings. I Just Told Her The Truth Cuz They Wouldn't. I'm Like He Don't Want You So Move On With Your Life. There Are Too Many Fucking Niggaz In This World For You To Be Going Through This Bullshit. Niggaz Come And Go Every Mutha Fucking Day. You Better Wise The Fuck Up And Quickly. She Was Like,"Well, What If The Dude That You Are So Crazy About Doesn't Want You?" Well, I Was Like, "It Would Hurt, And I Would Be Hurt For A While But Then I Would Have To Move On With My Fucking Life. He May Be Fine And Everything But It Ain't Worth All This Shit. Cuz, I'm Not About To Sweat That Nigga, Shit Niggaz Sweat My Ass, Ya Feel Me. Chasing A Nigga Is Not In My Vocabulary Or In My Nature First Off. Believe Me When I Tell You It Ain't Worth What You're Going Through. Leave His Ass Alone And Don't Call His Bitch Ass For About A Week. And If He Don't Pay Attention To You Then Fuck It. Cry Two Tears In A Bucket, Fuck It. Cuz, If You Are On Your Grown Woman About Shit, And He Doesn't See You For The Real Woman That You Are Then That's His Goddamn, Fucking Loss Then. Fuck That Bitch Ass Nigga If He's Not Gonna Be Honest And Tell You How He Really Feels. Shit, At Least If He Don't Wanna Talk To You. He Could Tell Your Ass In An Email Though. But, That's Also Being A Punk Ass, Bitch Ass Nigga Cuz He's Not Telling You Face To Face, Or Being Straight To The Point. Cuz, He's A Wannabe Rapper, That Don't Make Him About Shit. Except Another Nigga With A Fucking Job, Trying To Act Fucking Bougie With His Shit. But, Like I Said Fuck That Nigga. It's All Good, Cuz You Will Find Somebody Special When It Comes Down To It. Niggaz Ain't Shit But Hoes And Tricks At The End Of The Day When You Think About It. It's Bullshit, Cuz He's Missing Out On Someone Special. But, Don't Niggaz Fucking Always. You Said That When He Comes Around You, Which Isn't That Much He's A Sweetheart. He Buys You Things, Treats You Good. But, When He's Not Around You He Treats You Like Shit. Guess What? He's Playing (CMC), Which Is The Game Called,"Cat, Mouse, And Confusion". Oh Hell Naw Like, I Said Their Are Too Many Niggaz In This World To Just Be Focusing On One In Life Man. If You Can't Get The Goddamn One You Want Find Another One. Cuz, I Know There Is A Fucking, Goddamn Me Shortage. But, Goddamn It Ain't The End Of The Fucking World. When Or If He Blows Up It's Gonna Be Worse Than This. So, Do You Really Wanna Fuck With His Triffling, Immature, Sorry Ass? Cuz, That's What He Is. I'm Not In A Relationship, Thank God. Cuz, Niggaz Ain't About Shit Nowadays. I Want A Real Man To Love Me, Make Me Happy, Show Me Things That I've Never Seen Before. You Know? I Went Through Trying To Keep The Nigga That I Was With And It Didn't Work At All. It Took Me A While To Realize That It Wasn't Gonna Work No Matter How Hard I Tried. So, Now I'm Alone. Hopefully, I'll Find The Right Man That Will Give Me Everything I Need And I Can Give The Same To Him In The Future. I Just Told Her To Fucking Forget His Wannabe Jay-Z Acting Ass And Move On With Her Life And Get Herself Together. There Will Be Other Niggaz, And Don't Play The Game Of "Cat, Mouse, And Confusion"...