Being Impatient

Oh, Wow. I Still Can't Believe I'm Still Like This After All This Time. But, I'm A Very Impatient Person. I Hate It. But, Sometimes I Love It To Cuz Then People Know That I'm Not Bullshitting When I Want Something. I Hate Fucking Waiting On Shit. It's Just That When I Want Something I Want It Right Then And There. Same Thing When It Comes To Men. If I Want A Man To Be A Certain Way Or To Change. Something Like That I Get Very Impatient With All That Shit And Move On To Something Else. It's Just Strange That I Still Have That In Me. I've Been This Way Since I Was 16. That's When It Started Creeping In. People Say That It's Being Bitchy Cuz Of How I Say It. But, I Say Things When I'm Impatient In Mean Ways Cuz It's Funny And I'm Kidding At Times With It Also. Yall Know By Now That I'm A Very Abrassive Woman. And I Feel That I Want Or Deserve Certain Things In Life. And Well That I Should Feel Like That. And I Think In A Way That Every Woman Feels The Exact Same Way That I Do. Shit, I Derseve The Best. And Don't Take This The Wrong Way. But, I Don't Mean In A Materialistic Way When I Say That. Cuz, I Don't Care About Material Things Cuz That Shit Comes And Goes. Just Don't Give A Fuck About All That. But Anyway, I Just Think That People Can't Tell When I'm Joking Around, Or Being Serious. Sometimes It's Funny To See The Looks On People's Faces Cuz They Can't Tell. But, Then I Bust Out Laughing. Then They Know That I'm Kidding. I Wish That I Wasn't Like That Cuz I Know That Now That I'm On My Grown Woman About It. There's No Need To Be Impatient About Anything In Life. Cuz, Eventually I Know I'm Gonna Get What I Want And Get My Way Anyway. But, Yall Already Know That I'm Just Irresitable Like That. LOL. But, You Gotta Love Me Though.