Affection Or Sex

Which one would you prefer? I'm an affectionate person. A very touchy, feely, lovey dovey type of person. If I could have it my way I would rather be affectionate and under my man than to have sex all the fucking time. Cuz to me that shit gets old as hell. I don't know about yall but it's just crazy how men call sex "affection" when they know damn well that shit ain't true. Where are the men at that like to hold their woman, hold their hand, or just cuddle up? I don't get what's going on in relationships these days. It's just completely fucked up how men think. Some women actually agree that sex can be affection. Which I do somewhat understand their point cuz it can be passionate and affectionate. But it's not the same as getting affection without sex. Let me tell you us women love the hell out of sex and fucking our men. Don't get me wrong! But that shit gets old like anything else. Relationships nowadays truely suck like hell cuz dudes don't know how to treat their women and it's sad. Sometimes I wanna watch a movie and just lay in my man's arms. But it always leads to having sex. That's completely fucked up as shit to me. Us ladies may just wanna enjoy a man's company with some hugs and kisses. You know what I'm saying? It's just nerveracking that we can't find decent men that can give us affection without sex. I just think that men's minds are one tracked and they don't know the difference. They actually think that fucking sex and affection are the same shit. And I can't stand it! Where are the handsome, sexy, men at? You know the ones that's got some hood in them that know how to give us ladies some fucking affection without having to fucking have sex at? Sex is oh so good from time to time but Damn! WOW, I have never been so goddamn unraveled and unnerved in my entire life. Is it just me that feels this fucking way? I love to be held, kissed, and loved in other ways besides just in the sexual sense, or aspect. Maybe it's just me that feels like this. But then again maybe not. Just had to get this shit off of my damn chest for real cuz I'm just confused at what men are truely thinking when it comes to us ladies, or women nowadays. Can yall believe this nonsense? Shit on this subject here all I can say is that's dat bullshit in my book! Lmao!