Hurt Beyond Measure

Shit, I Thought That Today Was Gonna Be A Different Day. But, I Guess I Was Wrong. Got My About To Be 4 Year Old Son's Pictures Today When I Got To See My Babies. And Later On After I Got To Spend Time With Them Cuz Mother's Day Is Coming Up This Weekend And All That. We Go Out And Meet Up With His Friend And All That Good Shit. And We Got Back To My House. And I Said That I Wanted To Get Something To Eat To Feel Better That I Had To Either Sleep With Him, Or Give Him Oral Sex. I'm Not That Type Of Bitch. He Got The Wrong One On That Shit There. I'm More Than Just A Quick Fuck, Or Some Shit. To Me I Mean More Than That. I'm Sorry But This Is Bullshit. If We Get Divorced I Wouldn't Give A Fuck Cuz To Me I Don't Mean Shit To Him. And It's Time To Hang It Up. I Have His Kids For God Sake, And He Has No More Respect For Me Than That. Shit, I'm Better Off On My Own. Like I Said I Need A "Real Man" In My Life. Cuz, This Is Crazy. I Know I Ain't All That But Shit I'm Better Than He's Making Me Out To Be. It Hurts Cuz I've Invested 11 Years Into This. And It Seems Like He Don't Care. But, I Got My Sons And That's All I Care About. And As Far As Him I Don't Care. He's Just My Baby Daddy And I Don't Give A Fuck. I Had 3 Cranberry And Vodkas And I Feel Pretty Good Right Now. I Really Don't Care At This Point Cuz I'm Glad I'm Alone Cuz Men Ain't Shit. Why I'm Crying Over This Shit I Don't Know. Cuz, To Tell You The Truth I Don't Give A Shit. It's Gonna Get To The Point Where I'm Not Gonna Be Able To Be Friends With Him. I Can't Wait Til Our Divorce Is Final Cuz He's Such A Piece Of Shit. Shit, I'm Done With Him I Can Do Better. Fuck It!