It's Crazy...

Oh Wow, It's Just Weird That People See Me In So Many Ways. Some Are Good, And Some Are Bad. Which, I Expected. It's Just That When I Have Something To Say, I Say It. Just Like On The Phone Today Something That I Wanted Done Didn't Get Done Like I Wanted And I Spazed Out. Maybe That Was Also Cuz I Didn't Go To Sleep At All Last Night. I Should Had But I Didn't. I Went Out, Had Some Drinks, Came Home, Watched A Movie, And Stayed Up The Rest Of The Night. I Just Don't Know If I'm As Bad As Some People Think. In My Opinion, I'm A Very Sweet Person. And The People I Talk To Say That I'm Only That Way To Guys. And That's A Straight Up Fucking Lie Cuz I'm Nice To Females Too. But, It's Just That I've Had Some Fucked Up Ass Experiences With Women So I Don't Hang Around Them Much. But I Feel That Being Honest Is The Best Thing To Do In Certain Situations. If You Like A Person That Will Lie To You And Not Let You Know The Real Shit, And What's Really On Point Then They Asses Is Wrong. But, In A Way It's Good Too Sometimes Cuz You Can Always Truely Find Out Who Really Has Your Back And Who Don't.. Eventhough, The Old Saying Goes, "Keep Your Friends Close", "And Your Enemies Closer".. That Works For Some People, But Not Me Cuz That Shit Gets Old Too... LMAO.. But, I'm Learning Different Things As I Go So Bare With Me.. Cuz, I Have A Feeling That This Shit Is Gonna Take A While..