Keeping It Real

This Is What I Feel That I Need Right Now. One Of Them Is A Real Man. To Tell You The Truth I'm Glad That I'm Where I Am In My Life Right Now Cuz I'm Doing Me. It Took Me A While To Understand What The Fuck That Meant. But, Now I Know. It's A Good Thing, Cuz Right Now I Need To Focus On Me, Get Myself Together, And Get My Head Right. I Want Someone In My Life That Doesn't Make Me Feel Controlled, Or Caged Up. That's Not Me. I Don't Want To Deal With Those Things Anymore. I Want To Be My Own Woman So I Can Express The Way That I Am. Or The Way That I Truely Feel If I Want To Without People Thinking That I'm Too Abrassive As I've Said In One Of My Last Post, Or Blog. It's Just That I'm Ready To Explore New Things, People, And Relationships Possibly.. Who Knows? I Just Want To Be Around People That Will Accept Me, And Let Me Be Me. Love Me For Me, Don't Try To Change Me. Take Me As I Am.. Cuz, I Don't Feel That I Should Watch What I Say, Or Do Around Anyone. To Me That Makes Me Feel That I'm Not Being Me, And That I Should Have To Close Myself Up Just Because People Don't Like Certain Things That I Do, Or Say. So I Just Shut Myself Down. And That's Not Fair. Um, I Feel That If I Continue Doing These Things I Will Eventually Loose Myself In The Shuffle, Or In The Long Run. So, Like I Said No More Drama In My Life For '09 I Plan To Stay Drama Free And Hopefully Continue To Be Happy With The 2 Friends, And The Family That I Have Cuz You Only Get One Family, And One Life. So, Do As I'm About To Which Is Enjoy Life And Start Living It..