I Don't Care

Shit, At This Point People I'm Just Sick Of People And Their Shit. It's To The Point Where People Are Saying Shit And Straight Up Tearing Me Down. And I Don't Know Which Way Is Up Anymore. One Minute You Are Happy As Hell And All It Takes Is One Person To Fuck Up Your Whole Entire Fucking Day. I Was Good Up Til' Last Night. Me And My Ex Talked And Got Into It Again. That's Why I Say I Can't Be Around Him.. We Are Cool As Friends, Going Out Together From Time To Time And Shit. But, Fuck We Are Straight Up TOXIC To Each Other. We Are Like Vinegar And Oil. I Really Don't Know How We Were Together This Long. Our Relationship To Me Was Like, A Means To An End Anyway. Don't Get Me Wrong, I'm NOT Male Bashing Or Anything. I'm Just Sick As Fuck Of People Trying To Bring Me Down. It's Bullshit. I Know I'm One Abrasive BITCH, But I'm NOT Changing For Nobody. Simple As That. I'm Cool To People Straight Like That. But, It's Time For Me To Say, "FUCK IT". But, I Miss Having A Man In My Life. Wish I Could Have A REAL MAN To Tell You The Truth. Honestly, I Can't Help But Wonder If Sometimes I'm Bringing This Unnecessary Shit On Myself. Only Cuz Of The People That I Let Hang Around Me. But, I Can't Just Not Have Anyone Around Me Cuz Then I'll Be Alone And Seem Ass Fucking Paranoid... LMAO. But, Looks Like Yagabaums, And Chocolate Blacks Are My Two Friends And Stress Relievers For Now.. We'll See What Happens Next..