Idea Of Love

Why Is It That I Always Look At Other People's Relationships And Feel Jealous? Is It Cuz I Want The Same Thing? Or Am I Just Mad That I'm Alone? Then Again It May Be All Of The Above. Some People Say That I Love The Idea Of Being In Love That's How Come I Get Hurt So Easily. It's Just That I Love Affection, Being Under My Man, Playfully Being With Him, And Talking Seductively To Him. Letting Him Know That I Love Attention, And That He's Also The Center Of My Attention As Well. But, I Can't Understand Why Guys Don't Appreciate Those Types Of Things. I Know Yall Are Gonna Think This Is Strange. But, I Would Rather Be Under My Man, Cuddling Up With Him Than Have Sex. Don't Get Me Wrong, I Love Sex It's Just That's Not The Only Damn Thing That I Want To Do When I Get With My Man. Spending Quality Time Without Fucking Is A Good Thing. I Can't Even Find Guys That Even Love Kissing, And Holding Hands Anymore Without It Leading To The Bedroom. I Don't Understand That Shit. I Love To Be Caressed, Held, Kissed, And All That Good Shit. But, Dudes Just Don't Seem To Be Into That Shit Anymore. That's Why I Want Someone That's Gonna Come Into My Life That's Gonna Give Me Those Things. Cuz, When I Had To Close Myself Off And Change How I Was To Be With Who I Was With. I Realized It Wasn't Worth It. I Felt Like I Couldn't Be Me Around Him Anymore. And I Missed That About Myself, As A Result I Lost Myself In All Of That. Shit, One Thing I Hate About Myself Is That I Catch Feelings Really Fast. But, It's Not Like That Anymore Cuz I Got My Guard Up Major. And People Think That I'm A Complete Bitch When I Give Advice, Cuz I'm Up Front And To The Point. Shit, People Say That It's Cuz I Don't Have A Man. At Least Not Yet Though. But Trust Me, I Know That Shit Ain't Even True. I Just Don't Let Niggaz Fuck Me Anymore. I've Grown Up, And Wised Up Now. But, Anyway Why Do I Feel That Way That I Do? When I Fall In Love, Am I Truely In Love? Or Do I Just Love The Idea Of Being In Love?

Jocking Niggaz

Is It Me? Or Are Niggaz Just Mean As Hell? I Just Had To Tell A Somewhat Homegirl Of Mine That The Dude That She Wants Doesn't Want Her. And She Started Crying Cuz She Really Wants To Be With Him. She's Like, "Well I Call Him, Leave Messages, And Email Him And He Won't Respond To Me At All. And I Don't Know What's Going On. In This Strange Turn Of Events She Says That She Has Asked Her Brother And Her Cousin For Advice. And It's Like They Didn't Want To Hurt Her Feelings. I Just Told Her The Truth Cuz They Wouldn't. I'm Like He Don't Want You So Move On With Your Life. There Are Too Many Fucking Niggaz In This World For You To Be Going Through This Bullshit. Niggaz Come And Go Every Mutha Fucking Day. You Better Wise The Fuck Up And Quickly. She Was Like,"Well, What If The Dude That You Are So Crazy About Doesn't Want You?" Well, I Was Like, "It Would Hurt, And I Would Be Hurt For A While But Then I Would Have To Move On With My Fucking Life. He May Be Fine And Everything But It Ain't Worth All This Shit. Cuz, I'm Not About To Sweat That Nigga, Shit Niggaz Sweat My Ass, Ya Feel Me. Chasing A Nigga Is Not In My Vocabulary Or In My Nature First Off. Believe Me When I Tell You It Ain't Worth What You're Going Through. Leave His Ass Alone And Don't Call His Bitch Ass For About A Week. And If He Don't Pay Attention To You Then Fuck It. Cry Two Tears In A Bucket, Fuck It. Cuz, If You Are On Your Grown Woman About Shit, And He Doesn't See You For The Real Woman That You Are Then That's His Goddamn, Fucking Loss Then. Fuck That Bitch Ass Nigga If He's Not Gonna Be Honest And Tell You How He Really Feels. Shit, At Least If He Don't Wanna Talk To You. He Could Tell Your Ass In An Email Though. But, That's Also Being A Punk Ass, Bitch Ass Nigga Cuz He's Not Telling You Face To Face, Or Being Straight To The Point. Cuz, He's A Wannabe Rapper, That Don't Make Him About Shit. Except Another Nigga With A Fucking Job, Trying To Act Fucking Bougie With His Shit. But, Like I Said Fuck That Nigga. It's All Good, Cuz You Will Find Somebody Special When It Comes Down To It. Niggaz Ain't Shit But Hoes And Tricks At The End Of The Day When You Think About It. It's Bullshit, Cuz He's Missing Out On Someone Special. But, Don't Niggaz Fucking Always. You Said That When He Comes Around You, Which Isn't That Much He's A Sweetheart. He Buys You Things, Treats You Good. But, When He's Not Around You He Treats You Like Shit. Guess What? He's Playing (CMC), Which Is The Game Called,"Cat, Mouse, And Confusion". Oh Hell Naw Like, I Said Their Are Too Many Niggaz In This World To Just Be Focusing On One In Life Man. If You Can't Get The Goddamn One You Want Find Another One. Cuz, I Know There Is A Fucking, Goddamn Me Shortage. But, Goddamn It Ain't The End Of The Fucking World. When Or If He Blows Up It's Gonna Be Worse Than This. So, Do You Really Wanna Fuck With His Triffling, Immature, Sorry Ass? Cuz, That's What He Is. I'm Not In A Relationship, Thank God. Cuz, Niggaz Ain't About Shit Nowadays. I Want A Real Man To Love Me, Make Me Happy, Show Me Things That I've Never Seen Before. You Know? I Went Through Trying To Keep The Nigga That I Was With And It Didn't Work At All. It Took Me A While To Realize That It Wasn't Gonna Work No Matter How Hard I Tried. So, Now I'm Alone. Hopefully, I'll Find The Right Man That Will Give Me Everything I Need And I Can Give The Same To Him In The Future. I Just Told Her To Fucking Forget His Wannabe Jay-Z Acting Ass And Move On With Her Life And Get Herself Together. There Will Be Other Niggaz, And Don't Play The Game Of "Cat, Mouse, And Confusion"...

Purity And Virginity

When Is It Too Young To Have Sex? A Girl Or Woman's Virginity Is Like The Most Sacred Thing That You Can Have In Life. Well, I'm Having A Slight Dilema With A Friend Of Mine's Lil Cousin. She's 14, Looks Like She's 21, Been With Her Boyfriend That's 18 For About 3 Months. And She Feels That She's Ready To Be Intimate With Him. And I Was Like WTF? Cuz, I Couldn't Understand Why In The Hell Is She Thinking About Sex At Her Age. We Both Talked To Her And Tried To Talk Her Out Of It. She Swears That She Loves Him, But I Truely Think That She Doesn't Know What The Blazing Hot Fuck Love Is. But, I Understand How She Feels Cuz She Has Friends That Are Older Than Her As Well. And Peer Pressure Is Kicking In. Her Emotions And Hormones Are All Over The Place Also. Two Of Her Friends Have Babies Already. And They Are 14, And 16. Her Relationship With Him Is Ok I Guess. But, The Age Difference Kind Of Concerns Me Though. I Truely Believe That She's In Deep Like When It Comes To Him. Like I Told Her, Once Your Virginty Is Gone There Is No Turning Back. You Are No Longer Pure In God, Or A Man's Eyes. Just Take Your Time. Wear A Purity Ring, Which She Does, Along With A Cross On The Same Chain. See, When I Found Out That She Was A Christian Girl That's When I Knew That She Needed "The Talk" From Us. And She Was Like, Well I'm Worried Cuz It's Goes Against God And My Morals. Plus, I'm Also Young But I Love Him. And I Told Her To Wait Cuz If He's Not Pressuring You. Shit, You Might Have A Good Guy. But, If He Is Pressuring You Fuck Him And Just Focus On Your Studies At School. Niggaz Will Always Be The Fuck Around, Just Waiting On Some Easy Ass To Come Through. Make Sure That You Guys Are On The Same Page Before Anything Pops Off. Shit, It Don't Need To Be Popping Off At Your Age Anyway Truely. And We Laughed About It. But, I Say Wait Til The Time Is Right For You. Make Sure You And The Nigga That You're With Respects You, And That He Can Wait Until You Are Ready. And That's The Most Important Thing At The End Of The Day...

Lines And Game

Alright. Let Me Tell Yall Females Something. Yall Can't Be Listening To These Young Ass Niggaz When It Comes To The Lines And Game That They Be Using. Come On Now Yall Need To Be Fucking Smarter Than That. By A Certain Age You Should Know That What All These Niggaz Be Saying To Yall Is A Bunch Of Goddamn Lies. These Niggaz Will Run Any Line Or Any Type Of Game That They Think Works For Them Just To Get Into Your Fucking Underwear. Trust Me When I Tell You Niggaz Are Only Out For One Thing, And That's Ass. And I'm Sure If You Give In To Them And Let Them Have The Ass. In The Long Run You Feel Like A Complete Ass Too. Niggaz Will Fuck You, Lie To You, And Play You Too. But, Only If You Let These Sorry Mutha Fucking Niggaz Do It To You. I Say If You Let Them Do It You Get What The Fuck You Deserve. Like I've Said Before Keep Your Head On Straight You Will Get Further. Don't Be Listening To This Tired, Lame Brain, Fucking Niggaz When It Comes To Their Tired, Fucked Up, Lines And Game. Cuz, When It Comes Down To It You Will Be Fucked In The End Listening To These Fucking Lying Ass Niggaz. Like The, I Love You, I Only Want You, And Let's Not Forget I Want You To Have My Baby Bullshit. Man, Get The Fuck Out Of Here With That Running Game Bullshit There. Cuz Guess What? They Always Tell You That If You Get Pregnant They Ain't Going Nowhere. If You Believe That Shit And They A Young Ass Nigga That Don't Know What They Fuck They Are Talking About. Then You Get What You Deserve Once Again And You Are A Crash Test Dummy. Cuz You Trusted Their Sorry Asses With That Lame Bullshit Called, Lines And Game. What A Crash Test Dummy Is: #1. A Female That Will Crash Cuz She'll Break Down From What He's Done To Her. The Test Part Is: #2. Cuz He Wants To Test Her Out And See What Type Of Woman She Is Even If She Is A Dumb Ass. And The The Dummy Part Is: #3. Cuz She Believed His Sorry Ass And His Lies That Roll With It. Niggaz Start Out With Their Lines And Game Very Young Nowadays. They Start Out Being Very Manipluative When They Are In Their Teen Years And Shit. And Then They Become Full Of Major Bullshit When They Become Men. Baby, They Get Worse In The Long Run But Only If You Ladies Let Them. Please, Let's Become Smarter And Not Fall For All The Lies And Game That All These Sorry Ass Niggaz, Which Are Boys And Men Feed To Us? Cuz In The Long Run Ladies All We Need Is Ourselves To Make It Through Life. Fuck It, Niggaz Add To Our Success And Happiness But They Do Not Make Our Lives Complete. We Are Already Complete They Just Add To What We Already Have And What We Already Are. And That's Happy Aren't We Ladies? So, Don't Fall For The Lines And Game And You Will Be Straight. Ya Feel Me... LMAO!

Intimate Opinion

Which One Do You Prefer Sex Or Making Love? To Me, It Goes Either Way. But, If Some Men Can't Do Either Or You Are Fucking Screwed. Every Woman Loves It When Her Man Knows What He's Doing. It's Just Natural. Shit, If A Man Knows How To Take Over My Body, Baby It's On And Poppin'. Number #1 I Don't Need A Man That I Need To Fucking Give A Goddamn Instruction Manual Too Ok. That's First Off. Number #2, I Don't Want To Have To Tell Or Show A Damn Man What To Do Or How To Do It. #3 After A While You Should Know Me So Good That You Shouldn't Have To Fucking Ask Me What I Want Or Need. You Should Know Me Forwards And Fucking Goddamn Me Backwards. Shit, I'll Admit That It's Good When A Woman Takes Over Cuz Believe Me I Love Control When It Comes To That Sort Of Thing. And Ladies, Don't Be Afraid To Try New Things And Be In Control For Your Man Sometimes. Maybe He Has Had A Very Hard Day At Work, And Stressed Out So You Have To Take Care Of Him. Show Him Who Can Where The Goddamn Pants In The Fucking Relationship Besides Him Fuck It Couldn't Hurt. Shit, It Might Make Him Love You Even More In The Long Run. But, Back To The Main Subject At Hand. Now Ladies, Don't You Hate It When Men Ask You The Dumbest Ass Questions In Bed? Does It Feel Good? I Can't Stand That Shit Cuz Obviously It Does Or I Would Not Be Letting You Do A Goddamn Thing With Me At All. Don't Get Me Wrong It Maybe Wonderful As Hell Sometimes. Depends On How He Says It. But, It Gets Annoying At Times. Then When You Are Making Love This Really Aggitates The Living Fuck Out Of Me Right Here. When You Say To That Man That, "I Love You" And They Don't Say Shit Back And They Just Look At Your Mutha Fucking Ass Like You Are Crazy As Fuck. At That Point I'm Not In The Mood Anymore. Niggaz Need To Fix Themselves If They Want A Real Woman In Their Lives, Cuz We All Need Real Men These Days. Now, Don't Get Me Wrong A Woman From Time To Time Needs Her Body Worked, Knocked Around, And Roughed Up With A Good Old Fashioned Fuck Every Now And Then. But, We Also Need Love And To Be Taken Care Of Emotionally By Being Made Love To Also. Trust And Believe Ain't Nothing Better Than That And That's Real. Just Remember That...

Earning Faux Fur

Ok. Let's Break It Down For A Minute. Where Do Niggaz Get Off Thinking That We Should Just Up And Give Them Our "Faux Fur?" Hate To Tell You, But You Got To Earn That Cuz That's The Most Personal Thing That You Can Give To A Man Besides Your Heart. And These Mutha Fuckas Think That It's All Good And Shit. I'm Not The Type Cuz I Don't Get Down Like That. You Have To Earn Everything When It Comes To Me. You Have To Earn My Respect, Trust, Heart, And Then You Just Might Earn The Fucking Velvet, Or Faux Fur. It's Ain't Got Shit To Do With The Game You Put Down Cuz I Don't Go For That Shit Either. Cuz Game Recognizes Game Over Here Straight Up. Cuz, Niggaz Think We Just Owe Them Shit. So, Don't Think You Can Play Me For A Goddamn Me Fool Cuz You Want The Faux Fur Cuz It's Never Ever Gonna Happen. Get The Fuck Out Of Here With That Bullshit. It's Just Females That Are Out There Act Like That's All They Are Worth. Which Is A Piece Of Ass. And If You See Yourself That Way Then You Will Be Treated And Excepted Like That. And That's Some Real Shit For You. I Hate To Say It But It's Like Bitches Like Me Don't Even Exist No More. Maybe They Are Somewhere And They Are Just Hidden. But, It's Like I've Been Trying To Say That You Have To Let These Niggaz Know Where The Fuck You Stand Before They Run The Fuck Over You. Cuz, Trust And Believe Their Triffling Asses Will Do It. I Guess You Can Say It's In A Man's Nature To Dog A Bitch And Still Get The Faux Fur But Not Here. Sorry To Disappoint You But If You Want To Get, Or Be With Me. You Got To Respect Me Before I Even Think About Giving Your Ass Shit. Especially The Faux Fur. It's Just Ass Simple As That. You Can Play All Them Simple Ass Bitches All Day. But, I'm Not One Of Them. So, I'm Just Keeping It Real Once Again Cuz Niggaz Be Acting All Pushy And Shit Asking The Same Shit. That Annoys The Hell Out Of Me. Cuz, I'm Not That Type. Keep Asking Me When I've Already Told Your Fucking Ass NO, And I've Told You Why. You Will Get Straight Up Hung Up On Cuz I'm Not Gonna Keep Telling You The Same Shit Over And Over Again. It's A Complete Waist Of My Time. If You Are Honest, And Keep It 100% With Me In The Long Run You Just Might Earn The Faux Fur. But, Until Then Nigga Don't Ask Me For Shit... Lmao

Needy Females

Why Is It That At Times We Feel The Need To Be Needy? I Understand A Woman Wanting Love, Attention, And Affection. Every Woman Wants That. But, When It Gets To A Certain Level To Where You Are Running, Or Stalking A Nigga To The Jumping Off Point. You Are Too Much And That's Considered Being A Stupid Ass Bitch In My Book. Cuz, There's Just No Need For All Of That. In My Opinion, If One Nigga Don't Want You Then Find Someone Who Will. Don't Be Fucking Degrading Yourself, And The Rest Of Us Women That Don't Do That Kind Of Shit Look Bad. It's Not Fair To The Ones Of Us Who Don't. Desperate Ass Females Need To Stop This Bullshit Cuz It Doesn't Look Good At All. I Feel That If You Consider Yourself A Lady, That You Would Carry Yourself Like A Fucking Lady Also. Like I've Said In The Past. If A Man Wants You, Feels You, And Wants To Get With You. Trust Me, You Will Know. Cuz, He Will Let You Know. All This Throwing Yourself At Him And Shit Doesn't Fucking Work. Cuz, At The End Of The Day You Will Look Like A Whore In His Book, And A Worthless Ass Bitch In His Eyes. Which Means To Him, He's Got You Whipped And That You Are A Fucked Up Ass Excuse For A Woman Period. And Trust Me, You Don't Want The Man That You Are Intrested In To Think That Of You. Do You? Shit, I Know I Sure As Fuck Don't. LMAO. It's Just Like This Don't Show That You Will Do Anything For A Certain Man And You Don't Know What Cards He's Dealing First Off. Cuz If You Show Your Feelings And He Doesn't Return Them. You Will Look Like The Dumbest, Most Ignorant, Desperate, Needy, Insecure, Thirsty Ass Bitch Alive. I'm Not Talking About No One In Particular. Shit, I'm Just Talking About Needy Females In General. So, Ladies This Goes Out To You. If You Are A Needy Ass Bitch. Just Stop, Cuz You're Embarrassing Yourself And The Rest Of Us Women That Are REAL Ladies Out Here..

Just Unreal

Ok, This Is Crazy As Hell. Why Is It That People Just Look At Me And Want To Start Some Bullshit With Me? I Mind My Own Fucking Business I Bother No One, And It Seems To Me That If "They" Are Pissed Off They Start To Jump The Fuck On Me And Coming At Me Crooked And I Don't Play That Type Of Shit. People That Already Know Me Already Know This About Me. But, I Guess That Sometimes Females Want To Try Me. I Ain't It, I'm Telling You Straight Up. If You Have Anything Uncalled For, Or Rude To Say To Me Then Keep That Fucking Bullshit To Yourself Cuz Don't Nobody Want To Hear It Especially Me. Cuz, I Might Take It The Wrong Way And Curse Your Ass Out. Or Better Yet, Knock Your Ass Out If You Are Standing In Front Of Me. I Don't Have Time For Young Ass Females That Are Jealous Of Me Cuz I Don't Look My Age And These Bitches Are Like 16-21, Looking Like They Are 35-40. I Think It's Hilarious Cuz They Try So Hard To Be Grown By Talking Shit To Me. When They Need To Be More Concerned About What The Fuck Is Going On In Their Lives And Leave Me The Fuck Alone. It Doesn't Take Me Much For A Person To Rub Me The Wrong Way. Don't Worry About Me And What I Do. You Take Care Of You And I'll Take Care Of Me And What I Need To Do. Cuz, Either Way To Me I'm Always Gonna Keep It 100% No Matter What. But, Anyway It Just Seems To Me That These Fucking Bitches Are Not Gonna Learn Until They Get Their Ass Whooped And I Wind Up In Jail, Or Some Shit. Man, It's Just Unreal.. Lmao